i just had a small one, once, at a party...

My name is Ellen, and I'm an addict.

I'd heard about it before, and I even knew of people who were addicted themselves, planned their day around their fix, could talk about nothing else in the end. I always looked down on them, but Lord, Lord, little did I know that I would one day fall, and be as much a slave as they were.

I didn't even mean to start. It was just once. Flipping around the channels, innocently, hm, wonder what's on? There's not even a warning label at the beginning. It's against public safety, I tell you. They should have a warning label at the beginning, because if they get you at the beginning, then they've got you for good.

I can't stop watching Australian Idol.